Having my own prayers answered literally is something that I am rather scared about. Earlier this year, in my own selfish sort of way, I prayed for two specific things: that I would have the chance to learn how to be independent, and also the chance to learn to love and respect my brothers.
These prayers were answered in a way that I did NOT like.
But what's the big picture? I finally get why God didn't let me get into USYD. I finally get why everything I did in January felt like a big failure (it was a big failure). It was preparing me for the struggle that I'm going through now.
Prayer is a powerful weapon. Use it well and use it wisely - and only ever pray about the things you mean. I didn't know what I wanted, and yet God showed me the right way forward. It seems unfair to me now, but it can only get better from here! :)
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